I miss my father so so much that the pain in my heart is unbearable?

As weird as it sounds, I just want a hug from him. I want to feel his chest agains my heart so my heart can feel better....I ove you father...I want to be with you so much...that is all I can think of ...my dad passed away on April 7, 2011...so the pain is still fresh...does anyone know when it will go away